Why me?

Here's a general question that's been bothering me for a while...WHY do you people pick ME as the scapegoat?
I'm not trying to bee an asshole here i just want to know why i'm the punching bag that every one loves to shove C4 into. oh and you know if you just hate me just beacuse *cough*hobo*cough* I'd like to have a rhyme for reason. I freakin sick of bein' the bait so tell me why.

and maybe you can leave your own "Why me" question if you give me a good enough reason.

Oh my God, get off your pity pot.

I dislike you because you fail to see anywhere outside yourself, not because of Hobo.

You make everything so dramatic and "Oh woe is me." Grow up. There are starving children in Africa, your life does not suck.

Yes i see that other people have feelings they just like to screw with mine just because its fun! and no i'm not using hobo as a shield she just happened to be evil since i met her. if you knew what i had to put up with through kindergarten, elementary, and middle school you'd be wondering how i freakin survived. oh and the name is spelled spenSer get it right! why the hell now do you people insist on turning on me what the hell did i do to deserve this and don't tell me it's my lame ass fault i'm just a product of society! so freakin sue me for being the outcast. you people think that i'm Mr. perfect, Mr. highandmighty, Mr. It'll all work out in the end. pff...i aint askin for pity i don't need it i just want an answer as to why you people act like i should be dead. when we were all together you acted like i was part of the wall and when i'm not around every one has a party and doesn't care that i exsist, then when you acknowlege my exsistance you always have crappy things to say about me. some friends you are.

Okay, fine. SpenSer.

"Oh! Its not my fault! I'm just a product of society!" Please. You're just like everybody else, glorifying your hardships instead of overcoming them. You live in self pity and thrive on sadness. Are you ever actually happy?

Tell me Spenser, what gives you the right to call someone evil? Who the hell do you think you are? You don't even know Hobo.

On that note, I doubt you even know or care to know who WE are, the anime club in general, and what we've been through. Don't you dare pull that card Spenser. You are very very lucky as a human being and don't you dare think otherwise.

Seriously. Grow up.

DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BE A GOD!?!? CUZ I'M NOT!!!
what makes you think i'm any different than you huh? Ok hobo wasn't evil to me she just chose to side with whoever wanted me dead. and dont be giving me the crap that that you have it any worse than me if there was a tape of my life from kindergarten til now you'd be wondering how i kept from killing myself.

is what you want from me an apology?
here: I'm sorry that you have to waste your time making me miserable, I'm sorry that i make you people make others feel like crap, I'm sorry that I ever joined thinking that you people were my friends because if you were this wouldn't be happening, BUT I'm not sorry for for who I am if you cant get over it you deal with your shortcomings and live through my hell.

I've grown up, you just missed it.

now just try and have a nice day...

Nobody expects you to be a god Spenser.

You're only an outcast because you believe you are.

And your life doesn't suck. Period. I didn't say ANYTHING about my life in my last post, did I? I am very lucky despite a few hardships. You are too.

I'm done with you. Seriously. I'm tired.

wow.

nuff said.

kthnkxbai.